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Post by Haley James Scott on Oct 4, 2006 0:51:33 GMT -5
Haley looked over at Nathan. "Hone. Can you go home place and get me some new Clothes. Jeans and a Top i would love and some food. I'm really hungry." Haley said putting on her Glass and watching TV as She grabbed the pen and paper that was right next to her. When she head a Baby Commercial on she would Freeze up but once it was gone it was back to happy Haley again. Pretending and Faking smiles.
"Yea." Jake said looking at Peyton. He knew Nathan should know if that was happening to Peyton Jake would want to know and the sooner and the better. "Yea. This isn't going to go well. You do know that right." Jake asked thinking about what;s going to happen but they have to tell Haley again and again she lost her first child until she remembers and Knowledge what happen. " If you think your ready OK i trust you." He said
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Oct 4, 2006 5:41:54 GMT -5
Nathan looked over at Haley.."Um, yea, you are gonna be ok, alone for a little wile the? Jake and Peyton are in the room next doorso if there is anything just call out for them. Ill let them know you are gonna be alone for a little wile." he said to her then seeing the Baby Commercial coming on, then the look on her face.."Listen Halesd are you sure? I can get Luke to pick up some stuff." He said really not feeling right about leaving her alone.
"yea. I know. We really shuld tell him.I am ready to go home, but now this thing with Haley, she will need someone here. and Nathan cant be here all the time. He is gonna get exhausted.." she said thinking.."I think its the best for Hakey for me to stay here..Just so she got someone other than Nathan if she needs to talk..a girl.But you and Jenny. Jake you dont have to stay here all the time. I tknow its gonna torn on you staying at the hospital any longer..Im not saying I dont want you here. I just wants what best for you and Jenny. so you shuld do what you feel is right for you." she said with a smile
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 9, 2006 6:01:48 GMT -5
I took Nathan's hand. "Hey. I'm fine. Don't worry about me OK. I..Um. I just need some Clothes. I need to be in something other than this Gown. I don't need a babysitter Nathan Scott." I said looking at him. I looked at the Commercial. How could a baby Commercial hit me like this. why did it. "What.. Don't leave." I said Crying again. "I don't want to feel the pain anymore. I cant feel the pain anymore." I said looking at him.
"Peyton!. You can't stay inside the hospital because Haley is. You need to take care of yourself like Haley needs to take care of herself. Nathan well be here he wont leave her. So we can go home. Rest and get Changed. We'll come back in the morning. OK." I said looking at her. "Do you really think that's a good idea. i mean whatever you want to do is OK with me i just need to know what you plan on Doing." I asked her.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 10, 2006 19:05:47 GMT -5
I looked at Haley as she names what she needed.She didnt look ok at all.I just wished there was something I could do for her.As I was about to leave i heard her calling out.I turned around and walked over to her sitting down at her bed.."Ok, Ok im not gonna go."I said taking her into my arms holding her tight.I feelt so helpless not beeng able to do anything for her that just be with her."Im gonna stay here all the time. Im not going home untill you are ready to go.Ok?" I said and looked at her still holding her in my arms.
I got up from my bed and got my bag.."Good.As much as I want to be here for Haley 24/7 I really want to go home." I said getting ready.."I dont think its good for Jenny to stay here any longer eigther. " I added looking at our beautifull baby girl."Lets go home." I smiled grabbing my bag
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 11, 2006 15:38:34 GMT -5
"This pain is never going to go away." I said looking at him. I couldn't believe i had just tried to pretend that our baby never happened. I convinced myself that it was for the good. I would have been a horrible mother. But i wouldn't have and i knew that deep inside. Then i started to hum a song i made in my head.
"Yea. All we need to do is go to the front desk and sign you two out." I said looking at Both Peyton and Jenny. "Hey. I don't want you to do anything but Stay relaxed." I said looking at Peyton.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 11, 2006 16:35:10 GMT -5
"it will be soon.." He smiled and Held her in his arms, and kissed her head. "Just wait and see."I added and looked at Brooke.
"Shh..You need to calm down."I said to Haley.I knew deep inside that she was right. We would always carry this around wih us." Come here.." I said brining her into my arms as I lied down next to her.We will always remember this.But its no point beating us up over it.We have the right to greve.But not for the rest of our lifes." I said hearing Haley humming.."What?"
"yea.Sounds good." I said walking out of the room with my crutches.I looked at Jake and smiled.."Yea right..How can I just realax..Do you even know me.." I said with a little laugh and kissed him.I walked over to the nurse.."Hey. my name is Peyton Elisabeth Sawyer, and this is Jenny Jagielski. We would like to check out." I said looking at Jake and gave him a smile.It was so good having him there for me.
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 12, 2006 14:07:55 GMT -5
I smiled at Lucas. He was so sweet and always there for me. "I just really wish everyting will be OK, like before. All these bad things keep happening to Peyton. First she looses her mother, then she lost Ellie and now she got shot. I just feel so bad for her, and I don't know what to say or do to make her feel better" I said, I felt a little helpless. I was so happy I got Lucas with me.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 12, 2006 14:23:02 GMT -5
"I can't i don't want to sleep or eat or even watch TV. I just want to go back." I said looking at him. "Why did this happen. I want to know that Nathan. Why. I was punished for something i don't know what but for something. So please enlighten me what did i do that was so d**n bad." I said letting all my emotional out. "Angel." I said looking at him. "I'm going to Write a song." I said looking at the window.
"That's so true." I said looking at Peyton. I picked up Jenny. "Ready to go home." I said looking at her and She just smiled. "Here she is." I said picking her up and putting her on the Desk. "OK. thanks." I said walking out signing the papers. "OK. Peyton. Come on lets go." I said helping her.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 12, 2006 15:51:11 GMT -5
"we have to face it..We cant go back.I wish we could..Look we will have other chances." I said looking at her.."Haley you didnt get punished for anything.It could easely be any other person that happend to in the school.I..I just need you to rest right now. And get better for me.Can you do that?" I asked her listening to the song she was humming on.."It souds like a good song." I added and smiled at her.
I smiled at Jake.He was so kind to me. before We walked out of the hospital I stoped at Haleys door and looked in.I really wanted to go in and check on her.But I knew that her and Nathan needed som time alone now.."I stepped away from the door.."Ill come back tomorrow."I said to Jake as we walked out seeing the car.."You got the car .I love you so much for that..I did not feel like taking the bus or a cab."I laughed stroking his cheeck getting in.."I guess I sould call Brooke and tell her whats happening." I said picking up the phone calling my best friend
I looked at Brooke.."yea. things will probally be a little of the next weeks, but things will go back to normal eventually." i said and kissed her.."Peyton will be fine.She is so strong.And besides she have Jake.." I smiled at her
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 17, 2006 14:11:15 GMT -5
"I know we can't go back. That's the biggest problem. I so badly want to go back and Chance what happened. Yes. We can have our Chances. But this was our Son/Daughter. I just can't forget that so quick. Maybe to other it was just a few weeks old. But to me it was this Child of our that we made out of love and i can't and wont forget about our child." I said and laid down on Nathan's shoulder. "Sometimes i feel I'm. Your right. I need to go and get some sleep. Yea. Good song." I said Closing my eye's.
I watched as Peyton went to wards a door that seemed to be right next to ours. I could only think it was Haley's and Nathan's room. "Yea. that's a good idea. Yea we can both come back tomorrow. "Yea that's a good idea." I said and put Jenny inside her Car seat. I walked over to wards Peyton helping her inside the car.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 17, 2006 15:26:56 GMT -5
I looked at Haley.I could see how much this loos afected her.And I didnt know how to act around her.I keept looking at her hoping fot the time to go back but it didnt .."Im not saying we will forgeth about our child..Im never gonna forget.But all im saying is that we have to move on with our lifes.We cant be stuck in this moment forever." I explaned."yea.Get some sleep.."I said closing my eyes feeling Haley next to me.."The song will be perfect.." I added..
I smiled at Jake. He was tryig his best.."yea that sounds good..I really dont want to go here all by myself." I looked at Jake coming over to my site of the car.."Its ok.Im fine.." I sand and smiled.I hated feeling helpless and I didnt want to feel like I needed help 24/7..I sat down in the car and got my seat belt on.."Oh its gonna be so good to come home now.." I added
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 18, 2006 15:56:36 GMT -5
"Yeah, I really hope everyting turns back to normal." I said and kissed him. "Yeah, Peyton is lucky to have Jake. She deserves to be happy." I added. I couldn't remember Peyton being really happy since the last time Jake was in Tree Hill. "And I'm really lucky to have you" I said and looked at him.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 19, 2006 12:33:26 GMT -5
I looked at Nathan, putting my arms around him. Closing my eye’s. I could feel his body heat up against mine. For the first time in days I finally felt Safe enough to actually sleep and at least close my eyes. I wanted to go home though. I didn’t want to spend another night inside the hospital. I wanted to go back to the normal life I had before the accident even happened. I finally Dozed off, Being so tired over everything that has happened I couldn’t take it anymore. I opened my eye’s one last time before Closing them again and falling asleep.
“Ok.” I said and looked at Peyton. I made sure the back door was locket and then went into the Drivers seat. ‘Yea. There one little problem. Where home.” I asked and looked at her. Everything happened so fast I even forgot as to were we where going to live once we had gotten home from School. I knew Peyton said and said again that I could live at her house but I just kept weird doing that. Even more once he dad came home for the season .
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 19, 2006 16:38:44 GMT -5
"yea.She will be fine.Lets just try to consentrate on us..I mean we were not in the school. But we were there.We have to live with this day too." I said and looked at Brooke.."Yea.I know.." I said with a joking voice..."But im lucky to be with you.." I said turning my face so I could look into her beautiful borwn eyes.."I love you so much Brooke Davis." I said and kissed her..
I lied next to Haley holding her tight.I didnt want anything to happen to her ever again.I tried to close my eyes but couldent.It was like I was guarding over her.I was not gonna let anything happen to her.I opened my eyes looking around the room.I wass not gonna fall to sleep.I had to stay awake and protect her if anything would happen. I placed my other hand on hers and keept it there lying as quiet as poseble not to wake her up..
I looked at Jake, couldent help by laugh.."I have no idea..We cant go back to our place.I have just painted it.The smell is not good for Jenny.I guess we have to face my dad for tonight then the painting will be dry tomorrow and we can have our own place." I said touching his cheek.."How about that?" I added wanting to hear his opinion."My dad likes you. He is just a bit tough.He is like that with everyone.."I knew he got scared aroind my dad, it was cute.I couldent help but laugh at it.
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 20, 2006 8:51:18 GMT -5
"Yeah... Guess this day will never leave us" I said, It made me sad to think that way. I laughed a little. "I love you too Lucas Scott." I said. I kissed him and got up from the couch. I walked into the bedroom and came out with a nighgown I had designed myself.
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