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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 17, 2006 13:36:18 GMT -5
I looked at Brooke. I almost felt as though this was a Dream... A Dream come true. I could hear the words pierced through my heart and make me feel like the love i Shared with Brooke was not over. "I love you too Brooke. I have always loved you. I well as soon as I see her. I promise you that Brooke. I do." I said and seeing her walk outside of the room. I fell silent again. I know at the moment what i had to do. I had to tell Peyton i had made a awful mistake and that Brooke Davis is and always well be the only Girl for me.
I couldn't even look at Nathan anymore. I looked down... Down to wards my hands. I just kept picturing me getting Run over again and again in my head. How could he let someone do this to me and our unborn child. I looked at him then. "What!. Nathan. I talked to you. i said so Dan gave you the money. you could have told me he didn't. How could you do this. I don't know what to be right now. Pissed off from how you lied to me, Angry that i could have died because the choice you made alone. So you figure why tell Haley. She only your wife. Your spouse best friend.. Mother of your unborn Son. No.. Don't put this on me Nathan. If you told me we could have Avoided this. We could have done something... together!!." I said letting tears fall from my face. I was so Angry. Nathan!, Hes a loan shark. He doesn't care about me, About our baby... About you. He just wants what he wants he could care less if i died. or you anyone. Killed him!." I said and couldn't believe it.. "What!.... No no. you couldn't have... Your Nathan Scott. You wouldn't kill anyone.... What am I going to tell our son when he ask were you are..Oh Dad in Jail we can visits him once a week." I said and then felt my own heart Racing.... this was all too much for me to handle. I couldn't think Straight anymore.. "How can i calm down when you might be headed for jail." I said looking at him and i breathed in and out trying to calm down the Monitor.
"You are my only one. You are the one person i believe in truly. I don't want you to go with someone else when I'm right here and I'm never going to leave you ever again. I need you too Peyton and just remember that. there is no one else on this earth that i want to be with if it isn't you." I said and kissed her. I watched her walk away and i just stood there.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 17, 2006 15:42:59 GMT -5
I just listend to Haley.All her anger.I didnt know what to say.I wished I could just erase all of it.even if it meant that i had to live my life without her.She didnt desurve this. she sisnt desurve me.Her life would me so much better if I handent gone into the tutorsentre and asked for help just to get back at Lucas.All of this was no one but my fault."Haley.Im not trying to put this on you.I just wanted to make everything good for you.And I know what I did was a mistake.A big one.I lost my dad for it.I could have lost you and our child and my brother.." Then she started to talk about Jail.It whent up for me.I couldnt live with my self knowing that my dad was in jail for something I did."I have to make things right." I said in a low voice.."Haley.Think of the baby. you have to calm down.If not for me, then for yourself..And your baby." I said getting up from the chair still standing there.I didnt know if I should get the doctor or not.
I knocked on Lucas door taking a deep breath opening the door.."Hi Luke.How are you feeling?" I asked him.I didnt want to break his heart again.It was my fault that him and Brooke broke up, and for nothing.Now I was gonna break up with him.I keept looking at his beautiful face and I didnt feel anything anymore.All that was going through my mind was Jake.."Listen..I need to tell you something.." I said getting closer and sat down at the chair.It was worm.Brooke had probally just gotten out of the room.
I looked as Brooke came out of the room.I didnt know what to expect.I walked over to her grabing her hand.."Hey..What happend in there?" I asked
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 18, 2006 9:32:00 GMT -5
I looked at Lucas one last time before I walked out of the room. I felt so good that he was gonna talk to Peyton, At the same time I didn't want her to get hurt. I suddenly didn't know what to feel. I closed the door slowly behind me seeing Rachel comming towards me. "Hey... Well. He kinda said he wants me back" I said and looked at her.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 18, 2006 15:11:21 GMT -5
"What?" i said with a littlelaugh.."you have been gone for like 10 minutes..He wantys you back? what about Peyton..I thought you were over him?" I said shaking my head.."this love triangle..Keep me out of it.."
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 18, 2006 15:28:04 GMT -5
"Yeah, Well he said he made a mistake and now he wants me back" I said. I had to laugh a little with her when I heard how twisted it was. "He's gonna talk to Peyton now, I think she's in there with him" I said. I really hoped Lucas didn't break her heart. "Deal" I added. I knew Rachel hated this kind of drama. "So do you know how Haley's doing?" I asked her to change the subject.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 19, 2006 12:24:07 GMT -5
I just kept looking down. I couldn’t believe any of this. We were happy at the game.. Or so I thought we where. What happened to Nathan and I at the Game. It was such an amazing time and now it seemed all like a lie. Nathan hadn’t meant it but he had been lying to me since the start of things. I couldn’t believe all these weeks thinking one thing and find out something else. I took a deep breathe and looked at him again. “Don’t you get it. If we have nothing but Candles in a room no heat no Lights nothing that would be fine with me. Because I would be with the one and only person I love. Nathan remember when I came back from tour and I lied to you all those months about Chris and I came back and you couldn’t trust me. We promised each other that we would always… No matter what always tell each other everything no matter how bad or how good. Nathan you broke that vow. It isn’t that you got in trouble because I know I have gotten myself into some too. .. But you didn’t tell me.” I said and looked at him, Looking down at my ring again. “Dan.. What happened to Dan… Lucas!.” I said hearing his name. “What happened to Luke.” I asked looking at him, I had just Dropped everything about me and my baby. Something happened to my best friend and No one was going to tell me. I looked at him getting up. “Come here.” I said and Took his hand. “Look. I don’t like what you did at all Nathan. But I can see you were trying to protect us. That means the world to me.” I said bring him down next to me. I kissed him. “I love you. So much you have no idea.” I said and hugged him. I couldn’t just let Nathan go to jail. I couldn’t. I had to do something. I had so many things I learned today. Dan was in jail, Lucas was I don’t know where but from Nathan’s reaction it was pretty bad. “We’ll figure this out together. Together!.” I said and looked at him.
“Hey Peyton. Pretty good. You know for almost dying tonight.” I said and laughed a little. I looked at Peyton. Wondering how she would react to the fact that my heart Belonged with Brooke and not her. I couldn’t believe it. All three of us had gotten out heart broke again and again and for what… Nothing. “Ok. I have to tell you something too. I’ll let you go first though.” I said and looked at Peyton waiting for her to tell me what she had to say. I kept thinking about Brooke, The room still Smelled of her Scent. It was like she was still in here. Then I went back to look at Peyton. I couldn’t believe in just second I was about to break her heart.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 19, 2006 15:25:28 GMT -5
" Yea.But I just wants whats best for you, and belive me I know now that what I did is not right. And Im not gonna defend myself by saying that they triced me.I should have known better than to trust them" "I should have trusted you to tell you.But I didnt want to disapoint you.I really belived them, but all of the sudden they wanted me to throw points and then game.Lucas found out.That mande it even harder..He was the one who changed my mind so that we wan the last game." I looked up at her.I could feel the disapointment in her.."He..He took the blame for me.Lucas had..His hart stoped.I dont know how he is..." "If I..If I just died in that water..Nothing of this would happen.You and the baby wouldent be in here." I looked at Hakey then she kissed me.I feelt so relived.I though she was gonna leave me.I kissed her back."I love you too, Haley..Im always gonna protect you..You and the baby." I said and nodded to her. taking her hand keeping it close to me..
I smiled at Lucas.."yea..." I took Lucas hand not knowing how his reaction would be.I just prayed that he wouldent hate me.." Listen..I love you Luke I do..But Tonight I learned a lot about how my love for you are.You have been a really great friend to me, always protectiong me.After everything thats happend.Ellie,The drugs,Jake leaving,Derek..everything.What im trying to say to you is that.I think a part of me feelt like I had to love you more because of this.And I know its not fair to you..But deep in m,y heart I love Jake.He cane back to me.And now im with you..But I dont think its fair for eigther one of us that we are together.Coz my feelings are fake.You are my best friend Luke.And you are always gonna be.But Jake has always been the love of my life.." I said not knowing what else to tell him.
"This is so bisar.You know that right?..I mean first Peyton, then you, then peyton again, then you twize, then Peyton again..And now you..Sorry if I missed a few times.." I shoke my head.."So what are you gonna do? are you gonna take him back?" "I talked to her doctor.She is awake.I think she is gonna be fine...She and the baby,"
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 19, 2006 16:01:13 GMT -5
"Yeah, It's weird." I said. I hadn't really thought of how many time Lucas had lost me and then wanted me back. I falled for it everytime. How could I know that this time could last forever. Jake was back now, But still. He had been with my best-friend, twice... "I love Lucas. I really do... But I just realized how many times he's lost me the past two years. And I'm starting to doubt he's the one. I mean, now he's been with Peyton twice... What do you think?" I asked. For one minute I got really insicure. Then I heard the good news. "Oh My God! thats so awesome! The baby too?!" I said and smiled from ear to ear, I knew Haley really wanted a baby, eventhough it was gonna be hard...
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 19, 2006 16:30:24 GMT -5
I looked suprised at Brooke.."You want my opinion?" "well..You two were good together.But Im really not the right person to ask..Just look at my love history..Ask youreself this; You know when you are on a roller-coaster and you get that scary but great feeling..Do you feel like that when you are around Lucas. or hears his name? do you suddently realize in class that all you have been doing is thinking of him?" I asked her trying to make a point.
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 20, 2006 8:28:38 GMT -5
I suddenlly heard how dumb it was to ask Rachel for advidce at this, but she wasn't so bad. "When I hear his name my heart jumps. When I see him my heart stops and I can't help but smile... " I said and looked at Rachel. I hadn't really thought about it like that. But it didn't change the fact that he'd been with my best friend twice. And even if it was a mistake I couldn't just forget it. But He changed me for the better. I looked at the door, wondering how it went in there.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 20, 2006 17:56:39 GMT -5
I looked at Brooke."Well then my friend.You are hopless inlove with Lucas Scott.The only thing im gonna say about this is be carefull, History has a way in repeting itself.And Im not gonna be the girl who has to pick up the pieces if that would happen." I said not wanting to look like I was getting soft.
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 21, 2006 9:47:58 GMT -5
"Yeah, I know..." I said. I laughed, " don't think you have to be that girl" i said, "I'm gonna be careful next time, if there's ever gonna be a next time..." I said still looking at the door. I looked back at Rachel and gave her a hug, I was glad I had her.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 21, 2006 19:19:45 GMT -5
I looked at Nathan talking. “But don’t you understand. You are what’s best for me. So many people told me that you were so bad when I first started to going with you. Lucas Peyton and even Brooke said you probably well break my heart. But I didn’t care. I had fallen in love with this sweeter kinder Nathan Scott and no one could tell me different. You showed me in some many ways I was right. You we’re the man I had Dreamt of all my life. What you did was incredible wrong. But I cant say it was bad. Because you were trying to protect me and your son. “ I said and took a deep Breathe in. “Yes. You should have come to me when these people first came to you. I would have been there for you. I never want you to be in anything alone. We are united that means something. I know they were. I never told you, But my dad he was in the same boat as you say a long long time ago. I would have told you if you told me about this. I’m so glad Luke was there for you, He’s always seems to be there when anyone ever wants help.” I said and laughed and then looked at Nathan with a Serious look on my face. “He’s heart Stopped.” I said trying to forum the words. “No!.” I said reliving that event in my head just as Nathan said it. “If I would have lost you there I wouldn’t have been the same ever. Don’t you see. I might have Changed you, But you changed me too. I never ever want to loose you never!.” I said and grabbed him into a hug. “Never!” I said again. I couldn’t believe Nathan felt like he should have died in the Accident. I looked at him again. “an amazing man once told me that Accident wasn’t to save him it was to save all three of us. I believe that now.” I said and kissed him. “I know you well. I know.” I added. I didn’t want to talk anymore. All I wanted was Nathan to hold me tightly. I was so scared of loosing him again. I couldn’t let that happen.
I looked at Peyton. I listed to what she had to say. Nodding at everything she was saying. It made so much sense. I nodded again. “Peyton. You are my friend. Of course I would protect you. I would never want anything to happen to you. “ I said and fell silent again. “No it’s ok Peyton. I understand. I think a part of me felt the same way.” I smiled and looked at Peyton again. “Yea. I kind of figured that out. I love you too Peyton but I think I was lying to myself when I told you I didn’t love Brooke. Because I do I think I well always love her no matter what.” I added looking at the wall and then Peyton again. “I agree Peyton. I think we shouldn’t be Romantically involved anymore. We are the best of friends and I think that’s how it should stay.” I said and hugged her. “Your still my Friend no matter what. Tell Jake hi for me.” I said and smiled back at her.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 22, 2006 5:04:19 GMT -5
I listened to Haley.I thought she was gonna take it harder.But somehow it feelt like she had forgiven me.I looked at her couldent help but smile when i thought about how lucky I was.I had been a jurk so many times and she always forgave me.She was te one fighting for our marrige when she came back, and now she was so open minded and foggiving on top of it all.."I dont desurve you.." "No, Haley just calm down.Im sure Lucas is ok.he is a fighter right? Im sure he is wide awake by now.Look If you want I can go and check up on him.Though I dont like leabing youre site.." I feelt Haley in the hug.I didnt want to let go.We had eachother now. And nothing..No one could ever do anything to change that.I belived that.Though I knew I couldnet live with myself if my dad was gonna take to blame for me and be in jail forever.But I couldent leave Haley now. Not now whan she was pregnant..
As I listened to what Lucas said I couldent belive it.We had been kidding ourselfs all the time."I cant belive you agree..This is go great...I didnt mean it like that..Sorry.." I said as it all came out wrong.."Its just that..I know you love Brooke, and no matters what she sais she love you too..And I love Jake so much.And now that he is back.I will hopfully get a second chance after the last time I screwed up...I just wish we knew all of this a few months ago.Then I would have everything back to normal with me and Brooke..I just wish we could turn the time back.." I said and gave Lucas a week smile, anbd paused for a wile.."Ok, so we agree..Friends.." I smiled and gave him a hug.."now I have to find Jake before he leaves Tree Hill again.." I said with a nervous laugh.."Ill see you later Luke.." I said and walked out looking for Jake.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 22, 2006 14:15:15 GMT -5
“Hey” I said taken my hands and putting them on his face. “Yes. You do. You had forgiven me when I did the ultimate Betrayal. When I left you, my husband and went on tour and at that kissed Chris Keller. You did something for us. Something that I didn’t like and I’m not saying I did cause I don’t like what you did. But you did it for our family and I cant fault you for that and I won’t. “Yea. He’s a fighter.” I said and Smiled. I know I should be more worried about Lucas but I couldn’t do anything for him right now. After I just had my own health scare I was so Grateful that My baby and I were ok. “No!. Stay right here bye me. We have a phone we can just call the nurse and ask her.” I said looking at Nathan. I didn’t want him to leave my side ever again. Sure that might be selfish of me but I just knew he was going to turn himself in if I left him leave my side and as much as I wanted him to do the right thing I knew I wanted to be with him right now I needed him. I took another Breathe in and then out. I reached for the phone. Waiting for the nurse Station to pick up. I talked to her and she told me that Lucas Scott was doing fine. He was awake and doing well. I hung up in the and looked at Nathan. “He’s fine.” I added and Smiled.
I looked at Peyton and Smiled. “Yea. I know it’s really weird. I never though I would be saying this. I just.. It’s like my whole life was flashed before me and I finally got to see what life would be like if I wasn’t around. I love Brooke, She is the only Girl for me. Yea. I know what you mean. I think I always knew in my mind that you already had a true love and that is Jake just like mine is Brooke. I know I hate that we had to go through all this just to figure out . “Ok. If you see Brooke tell her to come back in here.” I said and smiled.
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