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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 22, 2006 18:44:12 GMT -5
"yea but you didnt risk my life.I risked youre life. Not to mention our un borned babys life.Its so different from this." I was about to go out of the room to check on my brother as I heard Haleys voice again.I turned over and looked at her, then for the first time sicne the accident I smiled.I sat down next to her and took her hand.."yea ok.." i said and watched as she called the nurce.In the next minute I was gonna learn if my brother was dead or not.And if he was it was all on me.I couldent belive I could since this low.I had really learned my lesson.then Haley got of the phone.I looked at her just wanting to hear that he was ok.."Oh god! Thats so great!" i said with a relived smile and huged Haley
Before I walked out of Lucas room I turned around and smiled to him." I will.." i walked down the hall not seeing Jake anywhere. Then I walked out of the hospital seeing all the cars parked, but I couldent see Jake anywhere.That was it.He had left Tree Hill. I sat down on the bench outside just looking at the sky.,It was full of stars.Well I had done one right thing this night.Hopfully Lucas and Brooke would get back together now. and I might be having my best friend back.I was outside alone remembering how it used to be without all of the drama.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 22, 2006 19:25:05 GMT -5
I looked at Nathan. "Yea. I'm not going to lie right here and say you didn't Risk my life. you did and you risked the life of our child. But i think if we keep on Reliving it, It's going to make us go a little bit Crazy." I said looking at Nathan. I knew Nathan was Sorry and a part of me Still feared for my life. It wasn't something i could just forget. Something just told me that i had to trust that Nathan would never ever do this again ever. I looked at Nathan and then he hugged me. At first i wanted to pull back i didn't know why but it what i felt like it. But then i let him hug me. I couldn't hold back from him. I needed him now. Right now. "It's amazing." I said and hugged Nathan Closer again. I looked at Nathan's face. Look inside his eye's i saw a man that was hurt from his actions. I leaned up to wards him and kissed him. "I love you." I said back between kisses.
"Looking for your Man." I said walking over to wards Peyton. I looked at her and Sat down. "So what happened inside the room. It took a long time." I asked her. I didn't want to pressure her but i loved her and i wanted her to see that i was truly here to stay. No matter what nothing was going to take me away from her now or ever.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 22, 2006 19:40:19 GMT -5
I listened to Haley. I was not gonna start over again, sounding like I feelt sorry for myself.I had tould Haley everything and like she said it was not healty to repeat it all the time. As I hugged her I could feel she didnt like it at first. I hugged her lightly before I wrapped my arms around her.I neede her to know that I was there for her and I was never gonna do anything like that again. I looked into Haleys eyes before she kissed me.I smiled at her.."I love you too, Haley, and Im always gonna love you. You are the love of my life." I said to her looking into her eyes before I kissed her again.
I heard someone talking.I looked up to see Jake standing there.I gave him a smile.."Hey.I didnt know if you would still be here..Yea im sorry about that. We just had a long talk." I said and looked down on the grown.."Listen..I tould Lucas everything.How I feelt." I said andlooked back up at him.." It turnes out that we had been kidding eatchother..I dont love Lucas..Its you, its always been and always will be you Jake.I love you.I understand if you are sick of my emotional limbo.But Its always gonna be you for me.and I just hope you can give me a second chance so I can prove it for you." I said still looking at him.I wanted him to know that I was gonna fight for him if that was what it was gonna take to get him back.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 28, 2006 1:55:01 GMT -5
As Nathan put his arms around me Tighter I could feel all my love going into that Hug. I wanted Nathan to pick me up and take me home. Carrying me all the way to the bedroom just like he did on our wedding night. I looked at him again. “You know. I have loved you all my life Nathan Scott. It doesn’t matter where I’ am or who I’ am with it doesn’t matter. I well love you until the day that I die. I have never loved anyone like I love you and I just want you to know that.” I said kissing him again. My ribs were bruised and hurting but it didn’t matter I loved Nathan. I looked on the TV. It was the movie I had always watched with my mother on Christmas. I couldn’t believe in five short months Nathan and I would be having our own Family. “You are the love of my life too, Nathan.” I added kissing him on his lips again.
I sat down right next to Peyton. I took a a hold of her hand. “Come on Peyton, Where else would I be. I have only wanted to be right along side of you since I first saw you Standing on the side line of our Basketball game. I never wanted anyone else. I love you and only you.” I said and looked as the cars passed bye the Hospital. “Yea. It’s ok. I know it really couldn’t be easy for you to let Lucas down like that. I know you may not have loved him but you two are friends and I know it couldn’t have been easy for you. Really.” I said and was taken aback. I pulled Peyton in a hug. “It’s always been you too Peyton. When I left this last time thinking I wouldn’t be back I bought something. I knew as long as I had this item that you and me would be reunited someday.” I said and pulled out a little black box. “Ok. So this has a lot of meaning to it so bare with me. The day I think it was about two years ago. I left and I went on a boat. I had gone there before I came to your house tonight and there was a little shop there. They made Bracelets and all that Stuff I had one made for you. It was of the same boat that was Docking when I left.” I said and opened it and showed Peyton.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 28, 2006 21:09:37 GMT -5
Sitting there holding Haley hearing what she said it made me forget everything that had happened the last few weeks.All I tought about was Haley and that she was ok.She was going to be ok again."You know.If I could I would have taken you away from the hospital.some place where it could just be you and me and no worries." I said feeling her lips touching mine.A smile came up on my face.Everything I had been fearing these last few hours seamed to be gone.I had Haley back.And that was all that matters.I turned over looking at the tv remembering that I used to sit in bed in the morning on Christmas eve watching the video.I smiled at Haley, just enjoying the piece and quiet.
I smiled at Jake as he took my hand,I had missed his touches.Beeng in his life again, just seeing him made my heart skip beats..I remembered back to the begining the first time we talked at Karens Cafe, Jake was playing a song on his guitar called "Lonely World.".I let out a relived laugh.."yea.the funny thing is we both agreed on it.Im just glad its out of the world and we can start living again." I said listening to Jake and saw him pulling up a black box.I looked at him feeling so happy.I looked down at the bracelet.I kissed Jake and smiled at him.."Oh,Its perfect.." I added hugging him, holding him close.
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 29, 2006 9:29:20 GMT -5
(Sorry, I'm a little behind)
I saw Peyton comming out of Lucas's room. She didn't seem as upset as I thought she would be. I looked at Rachel. "I'm gonna check in on Lucas... You don't have to be here and wait though" I said and smiled to her. I walked over to the door and opened it. "Hi" I said slowly with a low voice. I closed the door behind me and walked slowly towards Lucas.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 29, 2006 14:36:42 GMT -5
"Sure..Dont be stupid.Ill just wait over here.." I said to Brooke as she walked into Lucas room.whatever happes in that room i just hoped that its not gonna be the start of a new big drama.I walked over to a chair in the hall and sat down there
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 29, 2006 15:35:22 GMT -5
I looked at Nathan. I could feel his skin on mine. It was something so special to me even though it was something we did almost ever night. Then I heard him talk. “Yea.” I added back. It made me think about the day we Skipped school, I had only been going out with Nathan for about five months and it was right after he passed out from being on Steroids. We took the day off from everyone, Teaches.. Our parents even our friends. For about three hours it was just Nathan and I on a beach. Take it we got wasted as can be that day and in the middle of the day and then got in huge trouble bye Dan… Nathan’s father. But for about three hours I felt as though it was only Nathan and I in the entire world. I leaned back on the bed. “Nathan. Do you remember going to the beach and Skipping School that one day. That day had stayed with me through all of our relationship. When ever I feel as though I cant do anything right anymore I just think on that day and how peaceful it was just to be with you and not worry about School, Teaches or anything else. Do you still think about it.” I asked him.
“I’m so glad you like it. It isn’t something big but it reminded me of our. We have had some really bad times Peyton and I’m not going to lie to you. Some day’s I thought about how easy it would be for both of us and Jenny if we just stopped this madness and you go your way and I go mine. But I couldn’t something always stopped me and that something was you. It was always you Peyton it it well only be you forever.” I said and looked at her helping her put on the bracelet.
I was taken the iv out of my arms. Seeing Brooke walk back inside. “Hey..” I said taken off the Gown top and putting my regular shirt back on. “So I told Peyton everything. She seems ok with it. She actually felt the same way that I did. I guess it took Jake coming back here for her to see that and me having my heart stop.” I said looking at Brooke.
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 29, 2006 16:47:18 GMT -5
I looked at Lucas as he put his shirt on. He was so d**n sexy. "Oh really..." I said and walked all the way over to him. "I'm just glad it's over... Not between you and Peyton. But that all this drama is over, I meant..." I said. I felt like I was just rambling. I didn't quite know what to say. I was so glad that Peyton loved Jake and could be with him, and that Lucas and I could patch things up again, I just didn't know what Lucas felt about it.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 29, 2006 18:49:44 GMT -5
I smiled at Haley holding her in my arms.."Yea ofcorse I do..I always think about us. Like the time..or times we made love in the rain.." I said with a little laugh stroking her hair."The time I gave you that bracelet at the docks..You got me out of bed to do homework at 7am in the morning.I think you are the only one who was able to drag me out of bed hours before school." I held Haleys hand.."Even though I dont say it alot I do remember..I have so many memories, both good and bad memories, and im gonna hold on the them for life.And I cant wait untill we get out of this hospital to make new memories. With our sun." I smiled
"no..No,Jake its perfect.I love it." I smiled as Jake helped be to put it on.I nodded at Jake thinking of all the resons not to be together and there was only one reason to be together."Yea.I know what you mean.Things would have been easier if we just could let go of eachother.I have tried so hart to let go of you,but I cant its not poseble for me to do. Everytime I came close to letting go of you I started to think about our time together and that reminded me of how much I love you." I looked at Jake and smiled.."And I dont think this love will ever go away.." I added. I loved Jake and Jenny with all of my heart and I was never gonna live without then again.I let out a deep breath still looking into Jakes beautiful eyes."I love you,Jake.And Im always going to love you.So please the next time.If you have to leave..Please dont leave me behind, take me with you..We are a team right?" I said still holding on to his hands.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 29, 2006 19:29:35 GMT -5
I Closed my eye’s. Feeling Nathan’s body heat against mine again. I felt as though it was only Nathan and I that were in the world. It was the only thing I needed to know that Nathan truly loved me and that he was sorry about what had happened. I opened my eye’s when he mentioned the rain and making love in the rain. “Yea. We have been known to do that a lot.” I said remembering after the whole weird double date with Brooke and Chris. Nathan and I went outside and he asked me what I was thinking and the only thing I said. “Praying for Rain.” It was the only thing I had to say to let him know what I was thinking. Than I heard the mention of the Cracker Jax Bracelet. It was almost as if that bracelet bonded us together. It was always there no matter what happened. I remember taken it off before I felt to go on tour and it was as though it meant so much more than any wedding ring could. It had meant something big to mean when Nathan first gave It to me, Even though I never actually told him that. I couldn’t help but laugh and smile at that. “Well. That wasn’t an easy thing to do. I’m glad you don’t say it a lot. Because when you do say it. It means so much more. Yea. That sounds good.” I said and kissed him closing my eye’s again.
I put the Bracelet on Peyton. “I’m glad you do. Because I cant bring it back.” I said looking at Peyton and Smiling. “Yea. I just figure that something it always bringing us together and there must be a reason for that or we would have been over a long time ago. So I think it’s time we stop fighting it and putting it on hold and just see where this leads to. Who knows it might surprise it both and we might actually like were we are headed. I looked at Peyton in her eye’s. Seeing everything that she had been going through and myself had been going through I was so ready to just stop the back and fourth from here to Savannah and to Savannah to here. I wanted to settle down with Peyton and with any lucky she wanted the same thing. “Yea. We are a team. Don’t worry. I’m not planning on leaving you anytime soon. I have spent so much time apart from you I don’t want to anymore. But if I do I well bring you along that’s a promise.” I added and kissed Peyton.
I looked at Brooke and laugh. “Yea. You must have forgot I always know what you mean Pretty Girl.” I said and took her hand in mine. I had been wanting on this moment since I woke up. I looked into Brooke’s eyes and kissed her. :”I love you Brooke. I have always loved you and that something that’s never going to change.” I added… “What do you say we check on Hales than leave here.” I asked her.
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Post by Peyton Sawyer on Dec 29, 2006 21:54:59 GMT -5
I laughed ligthly looking at Haley..."Yea, just wait til you get out of here..In the mean time,I`ll pray for rain for us." I smiled and kissed Haley.I looked down on Haleys hand witch i was holding in mine seeing the Cracker Jax Bracelet on her hand. I smiled to myself remembering when I gave it to her.She didnt like me at all back then, and I was so anoying.I let out a little laugh.."You know, back then I could never see us together now." I looked up from her hand and into her eyes.."But god am I gald it turned out like this.." I said and let out a breath still looking into her beautiful eyes."yea.We could go on and on, but we both know how its gonna end." I smiled to her as she kissed me again.I keept thinking back on the time when I uses Haley, and how I didnt think in a milion years that I would fall for her.Lucas`s best friend, a tutor..But I did.I fell inlove and Married the tutorgirl, who I now Loved more then anything in this world!
I couldent help but to let out a little laugh."that has to be some kind of..I dont know. singn that we should be together.you me and Jenny.I cant tell you how many times Iv been waiting for this moment." i said looking at him.Listening to Jake talk about the future and taking chances.It made me get hope back again, hope for life and that I might not be meant to be alone.I smiled at him." I think Im gonna like where we are gonna be heading..I acually like how it turnes out already." I added.."So..Are you coming back here for good, or are you gonna stay in Savannah? Coz If you want to go back to Savannah I guess its cool..As long as im with you I dont care where it is." I smiled hearing Jake "Good.im gonna hold you to that promise." I said as he came closer..Here it was.I had been longing for this for so long. I feelt Jakes lips pressed against mine. I could feel my heard starting to beat harder and I feelt the butterflyes coming back to me again. I opened my eyes and smiled at Jake.."I love you." I added
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 30, 2006 8:57:04 GMT -5
I smiled at him. I had missed him, I had missed this. His hand was warm and nice. My heart jumped the second he touched me. "I love you too" I said as my lips touched his. "Sounds good" I added. "But are you sure you can leave?" I asked.
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Post by Haley James Scott on Dec 30, 2006 16:59:46 GMT -5
“Rain. That sounds really good about now.” I said smiling at Nathan. I was so sleepy but going to sleep meant I would be reliving the whole nightmare again and I just didn’t want to go through that again even if it was only inside my head. I kissed Nathan back. I looked at Nathan as he looked at my Wrist with the Bracelet on it. I remembered everything that was going through my mind when Nathan first gave the Bracelet to me. I had always though he was some Jock just trying to get a reaction out of Lucas, My best friend in the whole attire world. But somehow, Someway I had fallen In love with this Guy. He was the real Nathan and no one ever saw him before I was the first. From that moment on he was in my heart and to this day still is. “Yea. Me too. I hadn’t even wanted to tutor you. I went behind everyone back that I cared about. “ I said and laugh thinking about what Karen asked me. “Yea. You know there one person I had ran to for advice on you. Karen. She had found out I was actually tutoring you. She told me to follow my heart that I should be taken a chance with you because my heart was in it. That I shouldn’t let not even Lucas stop me and from that moment on. Everything fell into place.” I kissed Nathan again and Smiled. “Yea. We do.” I said still holding onto his hand. I looked at Nathan again and than saw a nurse coming inside.
She change the Ivs and Check Haley chart. Then looking at Nathan. “Do you need anything Sir. Some Pillows or something.” She said asked.
“See. I was thinking the same thing. Sawyer.” I said and kissed Peyton. It had to be some kind of a sign. I mean we have been here not once, not twice but three time before. We had to get it right this time and not let anyone mess our Relationship up. “Your right. We need to take this Relationship serious this time. No more nikki to worry about nothing. We can make this work Peyton I just know we can make it work.” I said looking into her eye’s. “Yea me too. I just hope everyone going to be ok with everything that had happened today. I just want to start a real life with you. Without worrying and I think this time we can actually do this. I kissed Peyton again which it seemed like it had been forever since we actually kissed and not have to worry about anything. Then I opened my eyes and heard Peyton saying I love you. I looked up at her looking into her eye’s.. “I love you too Peyton.” I said and kissed her again.
“Good. I needed to hear that. I had actually been fearing since you left that you might have not actually forgiven me and I think that would have hurt me more than anything.” I said and took her hand. “Sure. I mean I’m fine really I’ am.” I said walking out of the room and opening the door for Brooke.
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Post by chriizzz on Dec 31, 2006 10:25:04 GMT -5
I looked in his eyes. "Everybody makes mistakes, right?" I said with a smile. It was heartbreaking to think about Lucas and Peyton together, but then again I made a mistake with Chris and Lucas found a way to forgive me. "That's good. You look good too" I said and walked out of the room with Lucas behind me.
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